Many of you know my struggles but we will see how many truly pay attention even when I feel as though I’m just on a pity party. Just remember I am fighting the biggest battle of my life that you may not understand but kindness and trying to understand goes a long way! If you truly care about someone who is struggling with cancer the best thing you can do is a little research and that may help understand a little better. I wish more people understood; its not a cold or the flu. I will never get better. A nap won’t help. I am not lazy but I am tired … tired to the point of a lethargic state. I’m on meds to try to make it easier to thrive and not merely survive. A couple people say that Im faking it or that I will just have to push through it. Well sometimes I can push through the pain and live my life, but there are days where I can’t even walk with out having to hold on to something. My joints hurt. My body hurts. My mood is varying and I am sad a lot. I try to control my mood swings. I take my meds everyday and lots of vitamins to help keep me up, but some days nothing works.
This is in honor of all my family and friends.